Chapter 1: The Dawn After the Dawn After


The soft glow of morning light filters through my curtains, caressing my skin as I stretch languidly beneath the warm sheets. My eyes flutter open, adjusting to the gentle brightness. Beside me, I hear the quiet rustling of fabric and the subtle clink of a belt buckle—familiar sounds of a departing lover.

I roll over, propping myself up on one elbow to watch him dress. His movements are unhurried, almost graceful in their casualness. A small smile plays on my lips as I admire the lean lines of his back, memories of last night’s passion flickering through my mind.

«Good morning,» I murmur, my voice still husky with sleep.

He turns, a boyish grin lighting up his face. «Morning, sleepyhead. Didn’t mean to wake you.»

I shake my head, tousled waves falling around my shoulders. «You didn’t. I’m usually an early riser anyway.»

He nods, understanding without the need for further explanation. It’s one of the things I appreciate about these encounters—the unspoken agreement, the freedom from expectations.

As he slips on his shoes, I ask, «Coffee before you go?»

He hesitates for a moment, and I can see the temptation in his eyes. But then he shakes his head, regretfully. «I’d love to, but I’ve got an early meeting. Rain check?»

I nod, feeling a sight of relief «Of course. No pressure.»

He leans down, pressing a soft kiss to my cheek. The scent of his cologne mingles with the lingering musk of our night together, and I inhale deeply, savoring it.

«Thanks for a great night, Esme,» he says, his voice warm with genuine appreciation.

As he makes his way to the door, I offer softly, «Feel free to reach out if you fancy that coffee or perhaps something a bit stronger.» He pauses, a faint smile playing on his lips.

«I’ll keep that in mind,» he responds with a gentle nod before stepping out into the morning light.

With a final wave, his silhouette fades, leaving me standing in the soft morning light that bathes my olive-toned skin. I stretch, feeling the gentle pull in my muscles, a pleasant reminder of our shared escapades from the night before. There’s no regret, no shame—just a sense of satisfaction and the thrill of possibility.

I close my eyes, allowing myself a few more moments of indulgence before facing the day. In the quiet of my apartment, I reflect on the journey that’s brought me here—from the shy girl to the woman I am now, confident in her desires and unafraid to pursue them.

A memory of my mother’s voice drifts through my mind: «Life is for living, ma chérie. Don’t be afraid to write your own story.» I smile, knowing she’d be proud of the chapters I’m creating, even if they’re not quite what she had imagined for me.

With a contented sigh, I finally throw back the covers, ready to embrace whatever the day might bring. After all, in Namur, where history and modernity dance together so beautifully, who knows what adventures await?

The sunlight streams through the sheer curtains, painting golden patterns on the hardwood floor. I pad barefoot across the room, my fingers trailing along the smooth surface of my dresser.

«Time for a little tidying,» I murmur to myself, a smile playing on my lips.

I move through the space with practiced efficiency, straightening cushions and folding clothes. Each task feels like a small celebration, matching my buoyant energy. Making the bed, I chuckle at the thought of my mother seeing me so enthusiastic.

I hum softly as I dress, slipping into a tailored pencil skirt that hugs my hips and a silk blouse that The fabric molds to my chest, highlighting its contours—a generous handful, resting with effortless grace. «Professional Esme, reporting for duty,» I say to my reflection, winking playfully.

Drifting to work is a blur of familiar sights—the winding streets of Namur, the Citadel standing proudly above the city. I park and make my way to my office, the click of my heels against the polished floor a steady beat.

«Morning, Ms. Velour!» my colleague chirps as I breeze past.

«Bonjour, Sophie,» I reply, my voice warm. «Is everything ready for the Dupont meeting?»

«Oui, all set up in the conference room.»

I nod appreciatively, then settle at my desk. As I organize my notes, my mind drifts momentarily to the night before, and I feel a flush creep up my neck. «Focus, Esme,» I whisper, shaking off the distraction. «Time to make some wedding dreams come true.»

The conference room door opens, and in walks the couple—Marie Bosmans and Antoine Dupont. Marie’s eyes sparkle with excitement, while Antoine’s arm around her waist speaks volumes of their connection. I rise to greet them, my professional smile masking the sudden twinge in my chest.

«Welcome,» I say warmly, extending my hand. «I’m Esme. It’s a pleasure to meet you both.»

As we settle into our seats, I can’t help but notice how Marie leans into Antoine, their bodies in perfect sync. It’s beautiful, really, and I feel a mix of admiration and… something else. Longing? I push the thought aside.

I ask Marie and Antoine about their vision for the wedding. They want something intimate yet magical, a celebration of their love story.

They met at university: he spilled coffee on her favorite book. He bought her a new one with a sweet note inside.

As they share their story, I wonder about my own approach to love.

«That’s beautiful,» I say, genuinely meaning it. We discuss how to incorporate their narrative into the wedding day.

I lean forward, ideas already forming. «What if we incorporate books into the decor? Maybe as centerpieces or place card holders?»

Marie claps her hands in delight. «Oh, that would be perfect!»

I am fully immersed in their excitement as the meeting progresses. My pen flies across the page, sketching table layouts and jotting down color schemes.

«What about a mini-library for the first dance?» I suggest.

Antoine nods enthusiastically. «Marie would love that.»

Their certainty and shared dreams echo in my mind. I briefly wonder if I’ll ever feel that way, but then I remember the joy of my independence last night. Different paths, all valid.

«Esme?» Marie’s voice pulls me back to the present. «This is all sounding wonderful. You really understand what we want.»

I meet her gaze, my professional mask softening into genuine warmth. «That’s what I’m here for. Your love story deserves to be told beautifully.»

As we wrap up the meeting, I feel a sense of satisfaction. Not just for a job well done, but for the reminder that love, in all its forms, is worth celebrating.

I gather my notes, the satisfaction of a productive meeting mingling with an unexpected wistfulness. As Marie and Antoine leave, hand in hand, I allow myself a moment of quiet reflection.

Their love is palpable, a tangible force that filled the room. It’s beautiful, yes, but also… complex. I think of the compromises they’ll face, the shared dreams and inevitable disagreements. My own desires feel nebulous in comparison, a swirling mist of independence and connection.

«Different doesn’t mean less,» I whisper to myself, a mantra that lingers as I meticulously arrange the mood board for the wedding.

As the late afternoon sun pours through the window, painting elongated shadows across my desk, I steal a moment to glance at the clock. The soft glow of dusk creeping in reminds me of the dwindling daylight, signaling that another day’s work is drawing to a close.

Hours later, I push open the heavy wooden door of Limoni, the familiar scent of wine and laughter washing over me. The bar is alive with the hum of conversation, glasses clinking, and the soft strains of jazz from the corner speakers.

«Esme!» Layla’s voice cuts through the din, and I spot her waving from our usual corner booth. Her vibrant blue dress is a stark contrast to the bar’s warm wood tones, drawing admiring glances from nearby patrons.

I weave through the crowd, sliding into the plush seat across from her. «Sorry I’m late. Got caught up in work.»

Layla grins, pushing a glass of velvety red wine towards me. «Let me guess, another couple drunk on love?»

I take a sip, savoring the crisp bite. «They were sweet, actually. Made me think.»

«Dangerous territory,» Layla teases, leaning forward. «Spill.»

I pause, tracing patterns in the condensation on my glass. «It’s just… they seemed so certain. About each other, about the future. Sometimes I wonder if I’m missing out on something by not wanting that.»

Layla’s expression softens. «Hey, you’re not missing out on anything. You’re living exactly the life you want.»

«I know, I know,» I sigh, then manage a smile. «Maybe I just need more wine.»

«Now that,» Layla laughs, raising her glass, «is a plan I can get behind.»

Layla’s eyes sparkle with mischief as she leans in closer, her curls bouncing with the movement. «Speaking of plans… how about that delicious distraction from last night?»

I feel a flush creeping up my neck, but I can’t help the smile that tugs at my lips. «It was… interesting,» I admit, taking another sip of wine.

«Interesting?» Layla arches an eyebrow. «Honey, ‘interesting’ is what you say about a glass of wine. Spill the juicy details!»

I laugh, shaking my head. «Fine, fine. He was… intense. In a good way. Knew exactly what he wanted.»

«And did he know what you wanted?» Layla presses, her grin widening.

«I think I surprised myself with what I wanted,» I confess, feeling a thrill run through me at the memory. «It was liberating, you know? To just… let go.»

Layla reaches across the table, squeezing my hand. «That’s what I’ve been telling you! Life’s too short to hold back.»

As I open my mouth to respond, my gaze drifts past Layla’s shoulder. A man at the bar catches my eye, his intense stare sending a shiver down my spine. He’s tall, with broad shoulders and a jawline that could cut glass. When our eyes meet, he doesn’t look away.

«Earth to Esme,» Layla waves a hand in front of my face. «What’s got you…» She turns, following my line of sight, and lets out a low whistle. «Well, well. Looks like someone’s caught your eye.»

I try to look away, but find myself drawn back to his gaze. «He’s… interesting.»

Layla’s grin turns wicked. «Then what are you waiting for? Go introduce yourself!»

I take a deep breath, feeling a surge of confidence wash over me. With a quick sip of wine for liquid courage, I stand up, smoothing my dress. «Alright, I’m going in.»

Layla gives me a thumbs up as I make my way across the room, my heels clicking against the hardwood floor. The man’s eyes never leave me, a hint of a smile playing at the corners of his mouth.

«I couldn’t help but notice you noticing me,» I say as I slide onto the barstool next to him. My voice comes out more sultry than I intended, but I go with it.

He chuckles, a deep, rich sound that sends a pleasant tingle down my spine. «Guilty as charged. I’m Alex.»

«Esme,» I reply, offering my hand. Instead of shaking it, he brings it to his lips, pressing a soft kiss to my knuckles. The gesture is old-fashioned but undeniably charming.

«So, Esme,» Alex says, his voice like warm honey, «what brings a woman like you to a place like this on a Tuesday night?»

I laugh, relaxing into our repartee. «Oh, you know, just indulging in some midweek debauchery. How about you?»

«I’d say fate, now that I’ve met you,» he replies with a wink.

As we talk, I find myself drawn in by Alex’s wit and charm. Our conversation flows effortlessly, touching on everything from our favorite spots in Namur to our most embarrassing childhood memories. I can feel Layla’s eyes on us from across the room.

«You know,» Alex leans in, his voice low, «I live just around the corner. What do you say we continue this conversation somewhere a bit more… private?»

My heart races at the suggestion. Part of me wants to play it cool, to stick to my usual routine. But there’s an excitement building in my chest, a curiosity I can’t ignore. I glance back at Layla, who gives me an enthusiastic nod.

«You know what?» I say, turning back to Alex with a smile. «I’d love to.»

As we stand to leave, Layla intercepts us. «Don’t do anything I wouldn’t do,» she says with a wink, pulling me into a quick hug. «And that leaves a lot of options open.»

I laugh, feeling a mix of nervousness and exhilaration as Alex takes my hand. As we step out into the cool night air, I can’t help but wonder what this new adventure might bring.

The door to Alex’s apartment clicks shut behind us, and suddenly the air feels charged with anticipation. I take in the space – modern, minimalist, with large windows offering a view of the city’s twinkling lights. My heart races as Alex’s hand finds the small of my back, guiding me further inside.

«Make yourself comfortable,» he murmurs, his breath warm against my ear.

I turn to face him, our bodies close. «I think I already am,» I reply, my voice surprisingly steady despite the butterflies in my stomach.

Alex’s eyes darken as he leans in, his lips meeting mine in a kiss that starts gentle but quickly deepens. I melt into it, savoring the taste of him, the feel of his hands as they explore my curves.

«You’re incredible,» he breathes as we part for air.

I run my fingers through his hair, tugging gently. «Then show me,» I challenge, surprising myself with my boldness.

A wolfish grin spreads across Alex’s face. In one swift motion, he lifts me, my legs wrapping instinctively around his waist as he carries me to the bedroom.

As the fabric slips away, revealing our heated skin, a whispered anticipation fills the room. With a tender gaze, he guides me to the bed, our eyes ablaze with desire. His touch traces the contours of my body, a silent exploration that speaks volumes. Just as our eyes meet in an unspoken agreement, his hands venture southward.

«Tell me what you desire,» his voice a velvet caress against my ear as his fingers dance over my most sensitive places. In response, a soft gasp escapes my lips, mingling with the intimate symphony of our shared moment.

At the brush of Alex’s fingertips against my skin, a jolt of electricity shoots through my body, igniting every nerve and sending shivers down my spine. His touch is more forceful than what I am used to, but it only intensifies the pleasure that ripples through me. My voice is barely a whisper as I beg, «Eat me, Alex.» My eyes bore into his with desperation and longing, willing him to fulfill my desperate need.

His lips crash onto mine in a fierce, lustful kiss that leaves me breathless. He trails a path of scorching kisses down my neck and across my chest, his teeth grazing against my skin with a tantalizing sting.

My nipples harden under the teasing flicks of his tongue and I let out a wanton moan. His hands roam over my body, igniting sparks of desire wherever they touch. I can feel a fire burning deep within me as he devours my breasts with an animalistic hunger.

As if sensing my need, he moves lower, his lips hovering just above my stomach before descending further. With a primal intensity in his eyes, he gazes up at me from between my thighs, making me feel exposed and vulnerable in the most exhilarating way.

A high pitched moan escapes my lips as his mouth covers my already dripping bits, hot and wet and insatiable.

He sucks and licks at my throbbing clit until I am writhing beneath him, lost in an endless cycle of pleasure and desperation.

With one hand firmly gripping my hip, he plunges two fingers inside of me, driving me closer to the edge.

The anticipation builds within me as I approach the peak of pleasure, but before I can reach it, he pulls back with expert precision. My breath catches in my throat as I wait for his next move. And then, just as quickly as he retreated, he dives back in with even more savagery. Each touch, each movement is a calculated symphony that sends shivers throughout my body and leaves me begging for the incoming orgasm.

«Oh, yes, please!» I manage to squeak out, before the sensation gets too overwhelming and I can’t hold back any longer.

Ecstasy courses through me, a crescendo of pleasure that reverberates to my very core. Each breath hitches as waves of sensation crash over me, painting the world in a kaleidoscope of vibrant hues and in this moment of release, every nerve ending alight with an electrifying intensity.

As I slowly come to my senses, I see that his head peaking up from between my thighs noticing the mix of our fluids on his skin.

Breathlessly, I chuckle and give a playful wink as I exclaim, «Well, that was fantastic!»

He chuckles in response, his adoring gaze turning into a shared laughter as he replies, «Fantastic, huh? I’ll take that as a glowing review.»

Our laughter fills the room, mingling with the intimacy that still lingers between us. With a smile, I playfully pulling him towards me.

Our lips collide in a fiery, desperate kiss as he thrusts himself between my parted legs. The hard length of his arousal presses against me and with an urgent force, he fills me completely, eliciting a gasp of ecstasy from our entwined mouths. Every inch of my body is consumed by the onslaught of sensation, igniting every nerve ending with sizzling heat and primal desire. I surrender to the intense pleasure, lost in the overwhelming waves crashing over me, until I am nothing but a vessel for his unbridled passion.

He has complete control over my body. With each thrust, he penetrates deeper inside of me, his breathing becoming heavier and more urgent. I can feel the wetness between my legs as he slides in and out of me, the friction causing the sheets beneath us to become soaked.

I plead, «Please, fuck me harder, Alex.» He obliges by grabbing my legs and guiding them upwards towards my chest, going even deeper inside me.

Our bodies move together in a rhythmic dance of desire and passion, each stroke sending bolts of pleasure through me.

I am consumed by the feeling of him inside me, the intoxicating rush of pleasure overwhelming my senses.

As our bodies entwine, our pace quickens and our breath becomes a ragged symphony, rising and falling with each thrust. Our moans and gasps fill the room, mingling with the sound of skin against skin and the heady scent of desire. The air is thick with anticipation as we both move closer to the pinnacle of pleasure, our bodies aching for release in unison.

Each descent fuels a fire inside of us, propelling us towards an explosive finale.

With one final powerful thrust, I feel my body convulse and explode in pleasure. My inner walls grip onto his hard shaft as he continues to pound into me, and while I’m in orgasmic spasms, I feel him nearing his own release.

He pulls out and with a primal roar, unleashes a torrent of hot semen all over my stomach and breasts. Some even splatters onto my chin, marking me as his completely. – our bodies collapsing from the wave of satisfaction that crashed over us.

We lay still, exhausted and breathless like two mannequins. After catching our breath, we clean up the disarray before settling back into bed. He leans in and kisses my forehead tenderly, wishing me a goodnight. «Goodnight, Alex,» I mumble as my heavy eyes slowly close and I fall into a deep sleep.